today surprisingly i woke up at 12stg , its so unbelievable bcz i seldom make it so late 1.... but 2day i dont know what happened to me.... i just kept on dreaming and slept till so late.... but i slept quite earl yesterday night... so felt a bit surprise...
life after graduated like.... restless and aimless... i dont know what should i do... actually i have just spend 3 days+ after graduated but it seems like a long long day to move on... why will it become so??? isn't that i should felt happy and relax because finally i can left the place and those burden homework and assignment??? i always thinking to come back when i stay at there , thinking that how enjoy if i stay at home.... but now when the time come, it seems like doesn't goes like what i expected... perhaps is my own problem... i don't have a clear planning... everyday just like watching drama , then eating , sleeping...felt like wasting my time only... but what should i do???
felt like want to do some preparation for my interview , do some research for architecture course... but the feeling of scared n worried just like keep on appear in my mind... i not dare to put my 100% into it , bcz i knew that as we have a higher hope , when we not manage to get it , we will have a greater disappointment.... i was uncertain about my course... i dont know whether i make the right choice or not...m i manage to make it ??? i dont know.... but i really love to draw , love to design... i just not dare to take up the challenge... i m scared of i cant get the interview , scared that i cant make it... i just dont have confidence about it...
so , what should i do ???
life after graduated like.... restless and aimless... i dont know what should i do... actually i have just spend 3 days+ after graduated but it seems like a long long day to move on... why will it become so??? isn't that i should felt happy and relax because finally i can left the place and those burden homework and assignment??? i always thinking to come back when i stay at there , thinking that how enjoy if i stay at home.... but now when the time come, it seems like doesn't goes like what i expected... perhaps is my own problem... i don't have a clear planning... everyday just like watching drama , then eating , sleeping...felt like wasting my time only... but what should i do???
felt like want to do some preparation for my interview , do some research for architecture course... but the feeling of scared n worried just like keep on appear in my mind... i not dare to put my 100% into it , bcz i knew that as we have a higher hope , when we not manage to get it , we will have a greater disappointment.... i was uncertain about my course... i dont know whether i make the right choice or not...m i manage to make it ??? i dont know.... but i really love to draw , love to design... i just not dare to take up the challenge... i m scared of i cant get the interview , scared that i cant make it... i just dont have confidence about it...
so , what should i do ???
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