Sunday, January 31, 2010

明月。。

今天窗外的月亮好圆好亮。。。好美。。

突然间好想家 , 突然领悟到李白的诗所表达的意思。。
 好想马上回家。。
四周都洋溢着新年的气氛。。
看着一家大小的一块出来办年货,开开心心的。。
令我想起我有多久没与家人一起办年货了。。应该有6-7 年了吧。。从我中一出来念书后到现在。。好怀念那种小时候看到什么就往推车放的感觉。。然后爸爸就会去付钱。。^u^

还有在家时 , 妈妈在做饼干, 我,弟弟和妹妹会围绕在旁边争着要帮忙。。饼干烤好后 , 就会找回我们亲手做的那几个。。把饼干塞进嘴里时,是特别的好吃。。^u^ 这是妈妈就会说 “喝多点水啊  , 等下生病就知道。。” 哈~  好怀念噢~

刚刚打回家, 妈妈的声音听起来有点憔悴 。。得知外婆进了医院 。。(希望外婆早日康复)
没了maid , 家里的大大小小都得由妈妈负责 , 忙完了家里 ,过后还得到店里帮忙。。现在外婆生病了 , 没人照顾,妈妈得往医院跑。。一定很累。。真的好想回家帮她分担一些。。

今年发生了很多事。。也许是让我学习及成长的一个路程。。但,我领悟到了家始终是最温暖的避风港。。

Sunday, January 17, 2010

escape!!!

Another new task is given... a tougher and higher standard to fulfill....

but still feeling lost...

lost my idea...
lost my motivation...
lost my self-discipline...
lost the earliest motivation chasing for my dream...


i dont know what happened to me , hate this


searching ideas for so many days but yet everything seems like useless...
ideas were restricted by a lots of consideration to face the crit session for the lecturer

felt like want to escape from the reality , at least get back my motivation to move forward...




 

Sunday, January 10, 2010

10.01.10

this date seems like special , right??? haha.. 10.01.10 only make up by numbers 1 and 0...

well , this weekend seems like a relax weekend for me... really enjoy.. immersed myself in the world of drama & sleep after a sleepless night on Thursday rushed for the assignment... It was y 1st time stay up for so long until 6am... totally exhausted... spending the whole night colouring the A2 poster and drawing board with colour pencil.... exhausted~~~

The outcome still can be accepted but if compared with my friends , this time my assignment seems like a bit far from the level... comparing is just not my style , but i cant let myself stop looking others' product.. nevertheless some of their assignments are really awesome... frankly to say , i felt a bit fed up for myself that moment... but i have to stand up and fight for the other 5 more projects... there are still 5 more projects awaiting me... must do my very best for the next 5 time... i m here to learn , learn from mistakes , to be a better me!!!

Monday, January 4, 2010

2010 , a new year , new resolution , new life...

2010 is a precious year for me cz i m gonna step into age of 20... wao~ time passing so fast.. i have been live on earth for 20 years... its not a short period... 20 years!!! 
from a baby > little kid > primary school student > teenagers ... life is amazing... a drastical change...

 in this year , i have to learn to be more mature , thinking in a more creative way & try to sharpen my mind (perhaps)... this is crucial in my undertaking course rite now... the Architecture.. sometimes will really felt stress & frustrated because the ideas just not by my side... nothing generate in my mind , i cant do anything.. have to learn to find my way , think out of the box and come out with a good solution to my assignment... when its done , really felt satisfied and all the depress feeling will just disappear...  it makes me depress sometimes but it did satisfied my joyfulness of life...


now... i was busying with my 1st assignment in this 2nd sem... life was going tougher n tougher.. n i was stuck in the problems again.. have to find my way out.. not much time left have to grab my time... n my dear inspiration please come back to me~