2nd day as the temporary teacher...

2day is the 2nd day to be a teacher.. keeke, its temporary teacher... but so shame la , i woke up late 2day cz my hp no battery d... so my alarm didnt ring at all... T.T ... when i woke up its 8.00 o'clock d... shocked... i supposed go to sch at 8o'clock sharp but i oly woke up at this time... gosh... i tidy up myself in 10 mins time and rushed to sch... luckily those teachers(my previous teachers) are very kind , they had help me to enter the class... then i went to the 1st class and thx for the teacher who helped me enter the class 1st... huh... my sister's class again..... luckily the teacher didnt asked much if not i ll b vy shame lo... just imagine if she asked me y i late then should i tell her tat sorry i over-sleep d in front of the students.... keeke.. so shame la... luckily they juz pretend like ntg happened... =P

this class same as yesterday still under-controlled la... juz tat i not take my breakfast yet cz just now rushed to sch ma tats y stomach a bit hungry lo.. keeke... then after this class i went bak for breakfast n came bak 4 replacement at 10.00am... this time i ll be entered 1B class , standard 1 class.... i still remembered when i stepped into their class , they still asking me who m i?? haaha.. do i really dun looked lik a teacher???? keeke... those small kids really very cute... i replaced for the maths class so they were asked to do maths exercise lo... they ll come to me n asked how to solve those questions... its better than sit at there doing ntg... in this class at least i hav the chance to teach them.. keeke.. kind of satisfaction... those small kids really hyperactive... keep on running here n there.. but once the "rotan" appear then they ll kept them in quiet state... keeke... but the funny thg is.... i was being asked by them to helped them 2 draw GOAT... lll....speechless... its 1 of their homework... their english writing homework... the teacher asked them to draw the pictures of the words respectively... so they hav to draw those pictures after finished writing the nouns... they dunno how to draw a goat.. so asked me help pula.. so i just helped them 2 draw lo.. keeke.. act in my opinion la, its looked ugly.. but the students still very happy and praised my drawing.. haaha.. really cute la them...at 1st just helping 1 2 draw n finally about 10 lined up n asked me helped them 2 draw... keeke... i juz worried when they pass up the books , then the teacher sure wondering y every goats looked the same.... haahahaha...

n the last class is 4C same class as yesterday...but 2day they not as passive as yesterday la.. at least some of them dare to ask me questions lo.. then gt 1 small boy i dunno wat to say... he just kept on running here n there then i asked him sit down n do his hw... after that he took a book n asked me... its science about the protective method of the plants... it had been a long time we learnt science in chinese d so quite a number of science term in chinese i not so sure lo.. so i juz told him tat i not sure... but he like kept on asking me n wondering y i dunno... aiya... i forgot d ma... so paiseh lo.. keeke... cz i scared i give the wrong input...

finally... the day is ended.. n the teacher is coming bak d... so i ll return to my restless life again lo....

a new monday wif new identity

yesterday night after i finished my dinner , i received a message from my primary school headmaster, in the message he asked me to go to school to be a temporary teacher tomorrow morning.... last year after my NS(national service) i had became a temporary teacher b4 too but its 1 year passed by d , so i oso felt like a bit unsure n not confident enough to face those small kids la... but yet i still agree to help my headmaster la....

2day morning have to wake up early cz i have to go to school ma... but as a new identity - TEACHER... haaha... funny la.. dun felt myself looked like a teacher at all.... well , after reached at the school , i saw few of my previous teacher who had taught me b4... they were quite surprised saw me appear in the school cz they rarely see me in my hometown since i had my secondary education away from my hometown.. so just chat a while with them... undeniable time really passing very fast , just like the rocket... a few years just passed lik tat.. unbelievable.. may be i m getting older?? haaha...

after got my schedule , then started my temporary teacher identity lo.. the 1st class i entered was the standard 4B class... there were few students that i knew bcz their parents are my daddy's frns , so when we had gathering i ll saw them oso lo... but they were shy in class so as me... keeke.. but this class was very quiet , they just kept doing their homework without making noise... ^u^

after that i have to enter the 6B class... 6B class as i was being informed b4 is a very noisy and hard to control class.. well , 2day i had experienced it by myself.. its really noisy as the market.. when i ask them not to run here and there , they all just like no respond at all... haiz... even i raised up my volume oso no use... my cousin sister was study in that class too.. so when i entered that class , the students just kept on asking me whether i was her cousin o nt.. aiz...the students nowadays are getting harder and harder for the teacher to shape and educate them...

oh my god , the class i m going to enter is my sis's class.. aiyo... its so weird.. now in turns her frns kept on asking her whether i was her sister o nt... i just pretend didnt heard about it... since the teacher had give them homework d so i just walked around and make sure the class is under controlled lo... the students now are really rich or may be most of them come from a rich family... nearly 70% of them having the electronic dictionary... wow! so great n convenient , they dun hav to bring the thick thick dictionary to school like my time... just a small and light electronic dictionary ll do... for them its no longer a luxury but it seems like a must learning tool to be used... such a high tech learning environment d..

the last class i entered was the 6C class.. this class is a weaker class compared to 6B but its so contrast i would say... i like this class... although they not as clever as others but at least they learnt to be respect and listen to the teacher... they ll follow my instruction.. and this class is easy to control , i need not raised my voice but i have fun in that class.. keeke.. its a good ending for me as a temporary teacher 2day....




conclusion : being a teacher is not an easy task , it must be done with 100% patience and care... although i dun have much interest with it but since i dun have anythg to busy with in home so just take it as a challenge for me to varnish my communication skill and my patience level... keeke

ukm's interview...

today morning i need to go UKM for architecture interview... well , i had reach KL since yesterday with my daddy and mummy along...we reached here about 9pm d.... cz daddy drove the wrong way ... i have told him the right way ( most probably la , i m nt so sure oso) but he is quite stubborn la or may be want to based on his previous experience... tats y we lost out lo... until 9stg oly hav our dinner... tiring....

then today have to woke up at 7am cz daddy worried that later peak hour will be traffic jam then cant reach UKM on time... so we depart around 8am from my uncle's house... when we reached UKM , the clock just showing 8.30am... after breakfast , i went into the building of faculty architecture meet with sk.. then we que up for registration... i get the panel 3... before that , we need to go into a lecture hall for a short briefing about the interview session... the interview session consist of 2 parts: drawing session in 30mins time n personal interview session... so after the short briefing , we were asked to go into a computer lab... really a lots of students apply for this course , i thk nearly hundred ppl... such a big competition... started felt nervous cz it doesnt seem like an easy task.. tats wat my 6th sense told me... somemore most of the students are chinese , sure ll be a great competition for us to be success in this interview.... whatever la... "dun care others , just have to focus!!"

the 1st task : we were given 5 pictures showed on the board.. 1st pic with a tree ,2nd pic is a girl standing wearing batik , 3rd is 2 dolphin in the sea , then another 1 is a modern car and lastly is a pic ??? i forgot d... keeke.. well , we need to use any 1 of these pic o all of it as our elements in designing a structure or a building... so just start and sketch it lo.. my drawing a house comprising of all of these elements , with a pond with fishes , a transparent roof with water flow house .... etc... the drawing is not as great as the others la.. but if i given chance to explain , i thk i still be confident la...^u^
then after that we were given break and wait for the personal interview session...

we waited there for nearly 2hours++ then only reached my turn... so scared n nervous... firstly we ll given a simple colour-blinded test... then waiting outside the panel room... the senior who incharged of colour-blinded test is a very friendly malay senior.. she kept on talking with me asking me not to be nervous just show ur confident and even asked me got any problem or not... i can asked her... she is such a nice person... after 5 minutes , i was being called for interview..walk into the panel room with a nervous feeling... there were 2 panel there 1 male 1 female.. both are malays... em , i started to be nervous but kept on telling myself that i cant let myself being drawn by the nervous feeling... after introduce myself.. the 1st question was being asked.." which architect is ur favourite architect(local)?" ans: ken yeang... proceed to the 2nd question " what is the building that impress u the most in our country? and why?" then i start stucked at there... i answer UMNO building in penang deisigned by Ken Yeang... but i really dont know hat to describe cz i dun really know how actually the building looked like... i was so regret giving that stupid answer... the male panel kept on asking me whats so special about that building but i dun thk i giv him a good answer... i know i have make a big mistake there... my probability is definitely being cut to half d... then they continue asking me is me really interested in architecture... cz i looked like more to biology course... so i just answered yes tat i want to be an architecture but not to biology course... since i most probably ll lost my chance here , so i just braved myself telling them that how i eager to be an architecture n i dont want to feel regret for choosing the course i not interested with... then just borak a while and the whole interview session had come to an end.... haiz... so sad.... not performed well... n i found out most probably is my preparation not enough tats y cant answer that simple question... haiz... wat to do??? since its overed d, so just let it be la...

after that we went back to my uncle's house... i felt a bit guilty la cz not performed well in this interview while my parents had sacrifice their precious time fetch me here for just an interview... but yet i not doing well pula... haiz... hopefully i ll b give another chance to improve... i promise, i ll do better than this!!!!!

new image???

keeke... today i went to a salon... go salon for what?? of course go and cut my hair lo... my mom keep on not to say nagging la , just keep on telling me that my hair seems like very long d , its time for me to cut my hair d.... but i just felt a bit tak sampai hati to cut my hair cz i kept it for quite a long time then just manage to keep till this length..... but as the going says "the new thgs wont come if we still immerse ourselves in our own old world" so.... i decided to cut my hair....

^u^ just cut hair why i make it like such a serious stuff pula??? keeke... em , luckily my best friends @ my neighbour, y!N was free today... so she accompany me to the salon lo.... once reached there , we just wait lo since there were 2 customers yet... we just read some magazine and wait there... after half an hour , its my turn.. ^u^ well , the aunty(is she considered an aunty yet???) dont know la... keeke.. but at least i didnt call her aunty =p... she said my front hair a bit spoil la may be is due to the way i comb my hair.... so she just help me cut those spoilt hair and make it look nicer la... perhaps so... it just take about 10mins for the whole cutting process because i just cut some of my hair... tak sampai hati ma... keeke...

well , this is the before and after pic... ^u^

 

aimless life...

today surprisingly i woke up at 12stg , its so unbelievable bcz i seldom make it so late 1.... but 2day i dont know what happened to me.... i just kept on dreaming and slept till so late.... but i slept quite earl yesterday night... so felt a bit surprise...

life after graduated like.... restless and aimless... i dont know what should i do... actually i have just spend 3 days+ after graduated but it seems like a long long day to move on... why will it become so??? isn't that i should felt happy and relax because finally i can left the place and those burden homework and assignment??? i always thinking to come back when i stay at there , thinking that how enjoy if i stay at home.... but now when the time come, it seems like doesn't goes like what i expected... perhaps is my own problem... i don't have a clear planning... everyday just like watching drama , then eating , sleeping...felt like wasting my time only... but what should i do???

felt like want to do some preparation for my interview , do some research for architecture course... but the feeling of scared n worried just like keep on appear in my mind... i not dare to put my 100% into it , bcz i knew that as we have a higher hope , when we not manage to get it , we will have a greater disappointment.... i was uncertain about my course... i dont know whether i make the right choice or not...m i manage to make it ??? i dont know.... but i really love to draw , love to design... i just not dare to take up the challenge... i m scared of i cant get the interview , scared that i cant make it... i just dont have confidence about it...

so , what should i do ???