cHiNeSe vAlEnTiNe~

For me.. it seems like just  a celebration.. but it seems do nothing with me... haha.. 

last night , min and me had went for the My Astro Penang's Chinese New Year Concert...

saw many artist ( not really many la , but since more than 2 then it can considered as many lo..lolx ) and DJ's as well..

the weather was so hot some more we were standing in the middle of the crowded people.. sweating like just finish taking my bath... its really HOT!!! like the sardine sandwich... felt like want to immerse myself in the ice while watching the concert... =P

actually we are waiting for "神木与瞳” only.. because they are my friend's idol.. so besides that , we just enjoy watching the others perform.. such as : Danell , Yoke , Dong yu Zhe , Cindy , 卓文萱... we are standing near to the speaker  so the music was so loud which almost make my left ear felt "paralyzed" =.=.. my poor ear...

waiting and standing for 1hour plus.. finally they came out... their voice are so nice and match with each other... started felt in love with their powerful voice... haaha... 

the concert ended around 11.45pm.. and we went to the back stage... haaha.. 1st time in my life behave like a fans waiting artists at the back stage.. haha... the back stage was in a control manner la.. not as what i saw in tv before.. everyone was standing there in a organised manner i would say , then the RELA team is opening up the path for the artists to pass by... we can see the artists in 30cm distance...haaha.. and finally we saw them...

赖明伟 saying goodbye to me somemore.. haha... 

it was a memorable concert i had attend... saw many artist .. although its really very very hot and sweating all the way but its a nice experience for me ^u^

 

nEw yEar - DaY 1 : WAT TO DO???

chinese new year... normally will be very excited  waiting its coming.. but when it reached , will felt like nothing to do... its such a dilemma...

but this year going to be a bit different... chinese new year is in the same day with Valentine day... for me... valentine day is just a name.. ( may be i not yet experience it thats why i dont know about it.. =P) but this year... i got a new partner accompany me... no longer alone... wakaka..my dear dslr..

still a newbie to learn those photography skills.. and i think it would be a fun process... many of my friends are getting themselves a dslr d.. so may be sooner we can form a dslr gang d... haaha...

these are some pictures taken...

 

my cousin sister..

 

woohoo~

its another chinese new year coming.. meaning that i m going to getting older by 1 year... a step to age 20... time passing so fast.. unbelievable...

this chinese new year... i got 1 very special present... haha.. my dream present - DSLR.. ^U^

so happy ~ still a newbie to learn all those skills... perhaps i can gain a better skill and enjoy in the world of photography...

this were those pictures i captured...

 

  

 

wis to get a new image for this new year... went for a hair cut and dye my hair for the 1st time.. it was a deep copper brown... so its not obvious... it only "shine" under the sun.. 

recently  a lot of thgs happened... still need time to adapt~ through the passed away of grandma i start to realize life is so fragile.. we cant expect what will be happened in the next second... so appreciate what we have and everyone in our life if possible... i believe that she was just getting her ticket to the world of heaven , to a better world... 

may be she had transform to the meteor that i saw on sunday night at the seaside ( which the time i thk was the time she passed away)... when i rushed back to the funeral session.. i thought i was strong enough to stand with it.. but just cant control myself.. memories kept refresh in my mind... but she was rest in peace... i kept on telling myself that she was just move to another world which we cant see her anymore.. but we can kept her best momories in our mind... that was what i strongly believe...

life still goes on ~ it just a process to go through... stay strong ~

chinese new year is coming... must recharge myself.. a good start will be awaiting me after this...

was so moody today... everything seems like so dull for me... 

headache .. may be not having enough sleep yesterday night... after badminton flu comes after... gosh.. i seems like gonna fall sick soon.. >~<

just now received call from daddy.. i was like shocked by the call... grandma passed away d... it was really a sad news for me... that day still being informed that she had discharge from hospital.. i tot she was getting better.. but this news was coming in very sudden.. i dunno what 2 do... wish to go back home right now... although i cant do anything right now but wish to attend the funeral session... at least can comfort my mom... 

life was unpredictable... everything can come and left so sudden.. and we as a human has no choice to go against the natural law... may be this was what my best frn told me... this is the natural life cycle.. but i just miss my grandma so much.. memories kept spinning in my mind... i felt so sad for my grandfather.. he had to continue his life alone without my grandma accompany... 

really miss her... dear grandma perhaps you had reach the heaven... i will keep the warmest face of yours in my mind forever~ ever~