after final...

Finally final over d...

unbelievable that i had pass my 1st year in such a way... time passing so fast... few more months then going to step into 2nd year studio life d... haizz... old d lo...

this time not really prepared well for the final... 2 week before exam still busy and burning midnight oil everyday but not for exam purpose is for the studio's exhibition and final submission.... 1st time study for the very last minute - 7 days before final.... unbelievable~ 3 subjects in 7 days somemore those with many symbols , numbers.... @.@ study till blur blur~ and surely cant really did well in my final lo... when i saw the questions really felt like "gosh~~~" who can save me??? 

anyway its over.. so let it be la... i had tried my best~

after the last paper , hang out with my frns... had a fun time...

1st time not going back hostel to sleep... stay up and hang out with frns for 12+ hrs... really enjoy and relax... without the burden of assignments and study , life is so free and enjoy~

start from the steamboat night , eat lots and play around.. we play and laugh crazily ~ haaha... others might thk us too active or excited..lolx.. celebrating april's babies bday.. poor guys being "bullied" by us... haha.. luckily my bday in holiday , they wont have the chance to do so to me..wakaka... perhaps they enjoy the celebration la.. ^u^

april's babies...

after that , went to esplanade... enjoying the sea-breeze ~ so relaxing... they bought the bubbles in bottle... miss it so much~ long time didnt play d... haaha.. another crazy thg in the day... blowing and playing bubbles at the field... haha...

continue the crazy day at Sg.2's Mc.D... just few cups coke will enable us to chit-chat there for few hours... lolx... unlimited refill , thats the point we choose Mc.D... haha... continue the chit-chat session... so many funny thgs...

next station to Batu's Feringgi beach... its almost 4am in the morning... =P walking on the beach , enjoying the sea breeze , watching the stars in the sky ~ what a free life... haaha... saw 1 indian girl quarreling with 2 indian boys , dunno what will happened next , so we move to another venue...

Gurney's seaside... ^u^ safer place... took many pictures there... and lastly , breakfast time at Khaleel Mamak stall... evy1 was tired d... haha.. non-stop activities for 12+hrs... its tiring but enjoy lots... dunno when we can have such a crazy night again... nostalgia~

the day before my final...

had been study for so many days.....

i dont really know how much can my mind absorb.. just try my best la... at least no regret...

today did 1 crazy thing...

suddenly thinking to watch movie to relax mu mind... with 1 of my friend then both of us going to Queensbay for movie... haaha... the very 1st time spending my time for entertainment on exam eve... since my mind was freezed d... so i think better relax myself with some nice nice movie...

and we go for Ice Kacang Puppy Love , a local chinese love story by AhNiu... i would say it was worthy... the scene and storyline is quite nice... 
the actors are funny aw well..lolx..
ahniu- botak
李心洁 - 打架鱼
曹格 - ma lin fan
梁靜茹 - barley 冰
品冠 - 白马王子


and there are few scenes quite funny as well... 

"老板 ， 我要一只打架鱼可以把打架鱼给狠狠打死的打架鱼..." lolx... damn funny...

"Go , 你觉得他会接受我吗？我真的很想说。。。。。 我。。喜欢。。他 ” 

“妹， 你不要吓死人啦～ ” lolx... haha... 

“我这样大只 ， 你看不到我 meh??? 你才 buta..... "

haha.... too many funny scenes d
really enjoy myself in the movie...

and i like the quote from the movie... 初恋就像红豆冰一样 ， 在大热天里品尝时 ， 甜甜的冰有种幸福的感觉 ， 但在你还未来得及细味品尝时，冰已融化了...... got its deep meaning... found quite a few nice quotes inside... and gt some inspiration through the movie.. learn to enjoy life bcz life is short~

i would give 5 stars for this movie.. ^u^...

look forward for the next movie - IpMan 2 -

tomorrow gonna start my 1st final paper - TITAS... actually still studying but really felt very sleepy d .. so cm blogging blogging a while... gambate!!! and wish me luck for the 1st battle 2molo... lucks~

study.. study.. and study... this few days had been facing the notes for almost 24hrs... zzz....

but endure .. endure... thats what i keep telling myself.. few more days , i will be free !!!!! and my holiday will come along... thats the only motivation i am having now... to make me continue fight against the sleepy worms and distraction.... 

recently , always having lunch and dinner alone... cz evy1 is busy to do their revision so not dare to disturb others ask them to go for lunch or dinner... found that i dont really like to eat alone... its just make me felt like loneliness and more tension bcz after facing the books for whole day d... the only relaxing time just being accompanied by food.. aiz... pity??? nola , just want to express my feelings only... 

university life , everyone is so busy with their own stuff , so being alone is just a norm in university... undoubtly , working alone sometimes is more efficient than in group... the theory " the more the merrier" sometimes doesnt seems like appliciable in certain condition... well ,  just try to relax my mind via some writing here...

its time to continue my battle...

mY StUdY wEek

this week gonna dating with those " beloved " subjects... goodness..... for the 1st time , i start my revision for final in the 7days study week time... 

its really challenging.. somemore almost 80% are calculation parts..@.@ revised until gong gong + blur blur... but yet still cant get hows the calculation will be in that way... wish i can have a robot with genius brain teach me step by step... =P aiz.. start dreaming again.. thats why my progression is so slow... easily distract... gr...

2 more days to final... damn nervous + worried... but yet i still have to proceed with it , perhaps my brain cells can stay strong  , digest those algebraic input and analyse it.. when the moment i see the questions , it will automatically translate them and calculate them... >.<... dreaming .. dreaming ... dreaming.... again.....

m i able to finish all in this 2 days time ??? angel ah angel faster come and rescue me la....

another stage to go~

Finally the studio RUS 103 's session had come to the end... the exhibition as usual , displayed all our project works in 1A1 board... saw many nice design and decoration from my fellow friends... but 1 thg i had learned via the studio , sometimes comparison is hard to make.... everyone has a different point of view , if we keep on compete with each other , life will be tough and suffer , because what we did is just to compete with others but not ourselves... its easy to say but hard to apply it in the real life...

anyway , now its the time for me to focus 100% on my study prepare for the final exam... 1st time going to study for the very very last minuet - The last 7 days before final exam is coming~ omg!!! 

Structural - hybrid of physics and math

Quantitative - statistic

Project Management - management 

all seems so unfamiliar with me , may be they know who am i , but when the moment i look at them , its so strange... i dont know who are them la~ ~ ~ adui .... 

cant waste time already , must grab my time to get well with them in them in this short period of time... never give up!!!!! fight for final...

the moodless monday

星期一，沉重的一天。。。

总有种让人喘不过气的感觉。。尤其当新的一个assignment issued的时候，那种压力，有时真的让我喘不过气来。。但每一次埋怨过后，都会努力去找idea ， 希望可以把自己最好的一面呈现出来。。。但很可惜的是每一次都换来失望。。总是告诉自己要坚强，要勇于接受挑战，超越自己。。要一次比一次好～

但 ， 真的好累。。

曾有过放弃的念头 ， 在想要是我拿的是别的科系 ， 我会不会得心应手些？？？但绘测师是我在matriks 时感到压力时 ， 能让我有回动力的梦想。。如今却发现原来当初最简单的梦想离我那么的遥远。。。

我想今天在studio时，应该吓到周围的朋友了吧～ 不是因为老师的评语。。。而是觉得自己的无能。。为什么没有一次是让老师满意的。。觉得自己好像一无是处。。 开始怀疑自己的能力。。我真的很感谢老师的评语。。只是我好像永远都跳不出那个局限我的框框。。

或许我

应该找回那最最原始的我 ， 那个不管怎样都努力朝着同一梦想前进的我。。。