拥有就是失去的开始... Sounds quite true.. When u start to own something, u will tends feel like want to occupy it and u will start to feel like insecure scared that u will lost it someday.. Kinda hate of this kind of feeling.. Nothing happen just kind of self expression 

Random thought

When u didn't expect for something , u won't felt disappointed for it.. When u thinking too much or expect too much, the disappointment will be bigger.. Expect for nothing and live for yourself.. Work for another brand new day 😉

HOMESICK , 
unbelievable i am suffering from this symptom even been staying away from home for 10 years... may be this was the longest ever holiday i have been spending at home. Home is the best ever place or heaven in the world i would say. I can do whatever i want to do, eat whatever i want to eat, watch any movie i wanted, sleep like no body. Thats called a holiday. But 2 months just passed like that... tomorrow i am gonna start my second semester for my 4th year. I know it wont a easy pathway to go, but perhaps with the full charged soul and mind, i can perform better in this semester Dare to be dream an go beyond!!!

New sem, good start, just hit it!!!

Another New Chapter of Life

Life is like throwing dice, we will never get to know what's the number we will able to get at last. It's been 23 years i live on this planet, been gone through some high and low in life... and this year there is a huge turning point in my life.. Thanks god for offering me a place for my Part 2 in UPM. I think i really lucky enough to have some good and passionate lecturers over here.. the dilemma and uncertainty have now degrading a time goes by. I cant promise that i have 100% confidence and passion towards this challenging field, but i will try my very best to keep on pace and gain back my passions and motivations onto it. 

New semester is coming soon, yet i still felt myself in a very restless and holiday mood. Perhaps i am having a too long and relaxing holidays... or think it in another way round... may be it's a good time for me to take a break and regenerate myself for a more challenging life onwards... Come on, just do it... don't be scared, i have nothing to lost!!!